Gut Rumbles

June 13, 2005

it's only rain

I know this feeling, very well. I wish I didn't, but I've experienced a lot of it in the past few years. It takes a huge emotional toll, and you NEVER have "exact change" to pay it. At least I never did.

I'm still fumbling through my pockets looking for whatever token I need to get through the gate and into a place where grief is gone and happiness abides. I don't believe that I will ever find it.

I wish life was that easy.


It will come when you are ready.

Posted by: livey on June 13, 2005 11:06 AM

My cute young healthy neighbor was just hauled off by the coroner less than 30 min ago..She died on her couch in front of her two daughters...The older kid takes off down the street in grief...the grandmother can't control herself...

It was cloudy all morning until the body was driven off and THEN the sun came out for a few minutes...Now it's cloudy again.

Two girls left without a mother...Now THAT'S something that is sad....I'm glad I haven't had to deal with that yet.

Posted by: MrNoGood on June 13, 2005 11:28 AM

Acidman, go look at our latest post:

It should cheer you up enough to make you stop complaining.

Go easy.

Posted by: torchpraise on June 13, 2005 02:36 PM

Try killing more cats for fun. Passes the time faster.

Posted by: GORDON on June 13, 2005 04:52 PM

Peace, brother. I found peace by letting go what I could not do anything about and doing something about the things that I could do something about. Whatever works for you is best.

Posted by: GUYK on June 13, 2005 07:36 PM
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