Gut Rumbles

September 21, 2004

i feel better

Yesterday was a bad day.

Sunday night, I dreamed about work, I dreamed about Jennifer and I dreamed about Quinton. I woke up depressed as hell. I got up, climbed into the shower and stayed in there until the hot water ran out. I cried there, too, and it wasn't soap in my eyes that caused it.

Sometimes I just get sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I tried to write, but the muse took the day off and I simply didn't feel like writing. I didn't have anything to say and I didn't want to say anything. I took a nap. I tried to figure out what all I lost when my computer crashed, but the more I thought about THAT, the less I wanted to think about it. I sat on my couch and watched HBO. I paid the latest bill from my lawyer.

I feel better today. At least my got-damn lawyer is paid.


My God, I wish I could get you out on a horse with me.
You need it even more than you'd love it, I'll bet.

"Ain't nuthin' wrong with the inside of a man that the outside of a horse can't cure..."

Posted by: Stevie on September 21, 2004 12:14 PM

Hey Acidman I know how you love music and you should check out a song by Cross Canadian Ragweed, it's called Sick and Tired.... I'm pretty sure it describes just what your feeling...

Posted by: oakleytexas on September 21, 2004 02:48 PM

Your lawyer is paid???? Lucky you. When do you get to go back for the next round of floggings, I mean, balanced and fair hearings?

Posted by: maggot on September 21, 2004 02:57 PM

Glad you're feeling better.

Posted by: mal on September 21, 2004 03:38 PM

Sorry for what you having to endure. I've felt that same way many times. Once in a fantasy mood I kept listening to the song "Party Town." It sort of reflected my view at the time.

It went something like, "I got sick of job, sick of my wife, sick of future, and sick of my life. I packed up my bags and I got some gas. I told everybody they could kiss my ass. I'm going to Party Town! Yeah. Yeah. I'm going to party down...."

Well, anyway, it made me smile. Hope things are brighter today.

Posted by: Woody on September 21, 2004 08:41 PM

Have you tried hiring a data expert to see what they can save from your old puter?

Posted by: shell on September 22, 2004 03:24 PM
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