Gut Rumbles

July 31, 2004

what a shitty day

Young Jack came over to see me today and I gave him some Costa Rican coins that I brought back from my trip. I really like that boy. He's like a second son to me. He calls me "Uncle Rob" and he never misses a chance to come visit.

He went to Clarke Hill Lake with Quinton last week. He told me that Quinton was very proud of the post cards and letters I sent him from my last trip to Costa Rica. "Quinton talks about you a lot," he told me. "He misses you." I was happy to hear that. I just wish that Quinton would say the same thing to me.

I have no idea what goes on in my boy's life anymore, but I know his mama well. She is a true bloodless cunt and she'll fuck with Quinton's head every chance she gets. Maybe some day all will be well, but right now, it sucks. I miss my son. I've never been treated so badly by anyone else in my life than what Jennifer has done to me.

I'll never understand why. I never did her wrong the way she's done me.

Now the rain is falling and Jack has gone back home. I am depressed and I feel the walls closing in on me. I need to get out of here. I'm going down to Weisenbacker's to get something to eat.

I have friends there.


*tight hug*

I really hate what's happened to you and how little you see of your son. It's heartbreaking to me every time you post about it. I cannot imagine what kind of person does what your ex has done to you. Take solace in the fact that she'll get her come-uppance one of these days. I'm a firm believer that what goes around comes around. Let's just hope that her "comes-around" is very soon.

I think it's great that you're keeping yourself busy and content on these trips. You need to enjoy yourself. Hell, you deserve it. That's your money, you earned it. You go anywhere you want for however you want to. That's money your ex will NEVER get her hands on.

I wish I could say something wonderful and compelling, but I just don't know how. Just know that those readers who care, myself included, are saying little prayers for you every day. You're a good man Rob. A little ornery yes, but a good man still. Don't ever forget that.

Posted by: Gennie on July 31, 2004 04:48 PM

You come up to Northern Virginia Acidman. You don't have to buy dinner, it will be bought for you.
You have friends everywhere.

Posted by: BlogDog on July 31, 2004 05:48 PM

I thank you both.

Posted by: Acidman on July 31, 2004 06:57 PM

Yeah, you crusty old bastard.

If you ever make your way up to NJ, the beer and hookers are on me.

As a bonus, I we can use some of my sizable ammo stash at the local range. Bring lifesize pix of the BC.

Posted by: rightisright on August 1, 2004 12:30 AM

Lots of people are treated badly by other people they did nothing wrong to whether it be a relationship or co-workers. Why do they do it? Because they can because they have the power because they enjoy it. Any news with your new lawyer? The only way to deal with the bc is the way you deal with other people that are dumping on you give it back. Before you had to play nice as she would stop you seeing your son if you didn't well that is not an issue now she has taken him away. Take out restraining orders against her take her to civil court take her to family court for custody mess with her so she knows she had better not continue messing with you. There are blogs on the web that support mens rights maybe they could help you. Maybe you could link and start a petition so the politicians will pass legislation for joint custody to be automatically awarded upon divorce equal time at each parents place.

Posted by: Jenny on August 1, 2004 04:02 AM

well as long as you're making your way up the East Coast, you might as well make a stop in Raleigh, too...

Posted by: RickR on August 2, 2004 02:37 PM

2893 cool eh?

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