January 25, 2011

Rob,

It's Stevie.

I feel like I owe you an apology and an explanation.

I kinda am and am kinda not sorry I let Gut Rumbles go like I did.

I am sorry because I promised you I'd do this forever or for as long as I could and I didn't. I dropped the ball.

But, why I dropped it is why I'm kinda not sorry... I have a life worth living, finally.

It's not easy, it's not perfect, but it is enough to warrant my full attention, for the most part.
Even if the most part has been trying to survive....

Anyway...

I think I'm back.
I think I can now, once again, make an honest effort to do what I told you I'd do for you.
Because... Acidman, I still love ya.
Miss you like a sumbitch, too.

But, I'm not angry anymore about you leaving.
Not happy about it, believe me, but at peace with it, finally.

And, I think I finally have a firm grip on pretty much everything else, so... here we go, Darlin'.

And, I'll tell ya what... I promise, if I find I still can't keep up like I should, I'll find ya somebody who can.

Your legacy needs to live, period.

I want to do that for you.
One way or another.

You still are, always have been, and always will be, one of my heros.
And, I'll love you forever, no matter what.

Peace, Rob.
I do hope you finally have it...

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