March 14, 2004

dying one piece at a time

Have you ever really loved someone? I'm not talking about your mama or your daddy, but someone you met and fell totally head-over-heels for. I'm talking about a person that you loved so much that your heart ached sometimes when you saw her asleep. I'm talking about someone you trusted enough to share all of your hopes, fears and dreams with.

Have you? I have.

Did you then have that person betray you, break your heart, stab knives in your back and then run over you as if you were nothing more than armadillo road-kill on the highway? I have.

It hurts like hell.

Bejus. I've got to take another dose of it tomorrow.